dear diary ...
it's been a short yet eventful 5 months ... looking back i see many things, too much i think. ha. i got to know many many many friends from all over. Some local, some overseas. I think going thru SOT really marks a chapter in my life right. it's really an experience that i can never forget.
towards the last month was the most eventful for me. i went thru the mountain top and valley low experience. not a easy task to undertake. because it's a constant battle of emotions. I think i'm growing up? ha. i began to see many things in different light about people. it's a good thing la, i think that's the whole point of God putting people in your life.
hm.. i would say that now when i am, is not the best place but i'm sure that as i keep walking, God will lead me to the right place.
Many things happened, just this week i went thru my great grandma's wake ...
A tribute to my Great-Grandma ...
I remember her as the peaceful old lady ever since i was born. I grew up staying in my gramps place and with my great grandma (LaoMa) When i was young, i always wondered, if my laoma's husband was still alive ... what do i call me? LaoBa? ha. yea.. she loved me very much. always give me bigger ang paos then the rest of the kids in the house. i was the favorite la... there was once when i was being scolded by my mum very badly and she wanted to cane me.. I ran to my lao ma and sat on her leg in order for my mum to not hit me. this is something that i always remember ... about 5 years ago she started to forget everyone in the family... everyday she'll just lie on the bed, waiting for the maid to feed her and all.. it was a sad sight. many times i will go and see her and she will give me a blank look. old age la.. i think she lived a fruitful life. ha.. i dunno how to end it.. oh well, it's my blog so.. period.
yea, coming to the end of SOT, there are so many things going thru my mind. honestly if i can i would wan SOT to be longer. i think i will really missed the times eating breakfast at the staircase with brandon, javius and more ... leading praise and worship ... seeing myself or other robert with the lyrics ... observing people KO-ing with bran, javius ... mission trips! *ups* taking "themed" picture with the 28-nians ... and much more la.. just alot of memories..
all this will be a special chapter in my life.
hopefully after SOT ends, i'll open another chapter in my life that's even more challenging and exciting ...
I'm looking onto God, the author and finisher of my faith. Please guide me through, can never do it alone, can never do it with friends ... just You God. You.